Last firstborn lyrics

Oh man, I can't believe

That you did what they said you did

And to this day

I've still gotta say

That in my mind I question it

I wish

I knew

What you had meant

Before you went

And left me wondering

To just an echo of your voice

'Listen...'

Now I wait to take my turn to bleed

Like a kid playing

With a razor blade

And wonder if I have

The balls at all

Or am I gonna be afraid

Where are you?

What do you think?

'cause I'm not sure when

Knocking at death's door

If I will be welcome in

Or be left alone outside

I hear the sound of a heart

From the shadow in the dark

Waiting for the poison to hit its mark

(listen-my son)

I see the darkness surround

The shape on the ground

The killer straight up

And a body face down

(firstborn-last one)

I hear the

Din of the screams,

Sorrow in streams

The smell of farewell and gasoline

(listen-my son)

I see a heart set free

And my legacy

Hear a voice from a shadow

That is beckoning me

(firstborn-last one)

I guess there comes a point

When you think to yourself

"This isn't worth it,

It isn't worth it"

And now I feel what you felt

And now I feel what you felt inside brother

And now I feel what you felt

This isn't worth it,

It isn't worth it

I hear the sound of a heart

From the shadow in the dark

Waiting for the poison to hit its mark

(listen--my son)

I see the darkness surround

The shape on the ground

The killer straight up

And a body face down

(firstborn-last one)

I hear the

Din of the screams,

Sorrow in streams

The smell of farewell and gasoline

(listen--my son)

I see a heart set free

And my legacy

Hear a voice from a shadow

That is beckoning me

(firstborn-last one)

I wish it didn't

I wish it didn't

I wish it didn't

I wish it didn't

I wish it didn't end this way

Live a life in hell

Through a mortal shell

Asphyxiating smell

For a crime lifetime

Imagination locked in a cell

And to the other firstborn,

I see the same scene

That must play over in your mind

And now how much more

I'm sure

It's fucked with your head

Just like it's fucked up mine.

"Listen my son - firstborn last one"

The message you sent out to me-

I can't change what's meant to be

The message you sent out to me-

I can't change what's meant to be

I hear the sound of a heart

From the shadow in the dark

Waiting for the poison to hit its mark

(listen-my son)

I see the darkness surround

The shape on the ground

The killer straight up

And a body face down

(firstborn-last one)

I hear the

Din of the screams,

Sorrow in streams

The smell of farewell and gasoline

(listen-my son)

I see a heart set free

And my legacy

Hear a voice from a shadow

That is beckoning me

(firstborn-last one)