Black clouds, no sun
The hopelessness, the end of the line
I never got to tell anyone that I got 40 days
Apart from you and where did you end up
Because I think about why
Only that is enough to hurt
And I ask myself inside
Was I just a shoulder for you to cry on1
Was I just a shoulder for you to cry on
I'm so far from reality because I choose to be
(choose to be, choose)
If only you could notice my pain and what it's like to live without a heart
(because you have taken it)
I'm so far from reality because I choose to be
(choose to be, choose)
If only you could notice my pain and what it's like to live without a heart
(because you have taken it)
There are many question marks next to many words
About what you said at the dinner table
About why I never had
Time to make you happy
Because you knew everything, manipulative
You were so evil, I was so naive
But in the middle of it all, you cracked the code
And went crazy when you checked my iPhone
And went crazy when you checked my iPhone
I'm so far from reality because I choose to be
(choose to be, choose)
If only you could notice my pain and what it's like to live without a heart
(because you have taken it)
I'm so far from reality because I choose to be
(choose to be, choose)
If only you could notice my pain and what it's like to live without a heart
(because you have taken it)
How could you be so indifferent
And rip my whole heart out of my chest
And just say Niklas, Niklas it's over
How could you be so indifferent
And rip my whole heart out of my chest
And just say Niklas, Niklas it's over
I'm so far from reality because I choose to be
(choose to be, choose)
If only you could notice my pain and what it's like to live without a heart
(because you have taken it)
I'm so far from reality because I choose to be
(choose to be, choose)
If only you could notice my pain and what it's like to live without a heart
(because you have taken it)
1. The literal translation is "a shoulder where you rested your cheek" but I think this translation works better