Until now I'm still childish
My emotional management is a mess
Constantly confused, touched and estatic
In fear of pain and anxiety
In the end the answer is confirmed to be: I don't care
It's true that I was pretty mediocre in the past
Now I haven't become much better
Sometimes my character worsens in order to survive
I become bad, become a jerk
Sometimes I also think about finding a companion to share my burden
It's too clichéd to sing a love song, too hard to say 'I love you'
I try to express myself but cause you to back out
To create happiness is actually about being lonely on my own
Now I realise, now I cry like that
Now I like watching the afternoon sun
And start to contemplate how long more I can live
I still need to share some nonsense with you
After I'm done I'll bear it myself
To stop loving is for my own wellbeing
It's too clichéd to sing a love song, too hard to say 'I love you'
I try to express myself but cause you to back out
To create happiness is actually about being lonely on my own
Now I realise, now I cry like that
It's too clichéd to sing a love song, too hard to say 'I love you'
I try to express myself but cause you to back out
To create happiness is actually about being lonely on my own
Now I realise, now I cry like that