She knew
it was something bad what that bastard was doing
but because of the fear or the anger she never dared
to share the situation.
It hurt,
more in her mind than in her body
and inside the shame of the silence
her heart faded.
The other little girls didn't play
the game Lyss played
The other little girls didn't get naked
or had their beauty marks counted
and in her sheets dawned
little tears of blood.
Lyss' torture was her own father
he was more a cross than a father
more than a cross was the pain
that room's walls saw
Lyss' torture
She believed,
that after a dark night comes the day
but in her case twilight was never beaten
nobody heard her nakedness.
It hurt,
more in her mind than in her body
and inside the silence shame
her heart faded.
The other little girls didn't play
the game Lyss played
The other little girls didn't get naked
or had their beauty marks counted
and in her sheets dawned
little tears of blood.
Lyss' torture was her own father
he was more a cross than a father
more than a cross was the pain
that room's walls saw
Lyss' torture
Lyss growed up slowly,
locked up in herself, giving up love
overwhelmed by fear, she didn't know to run away
from those goddamned memories
before she died.