You lie
The green of your eyes goes grey
The white of your skin goes ivory
Your silk heart has turned to ice
You live
Saying things you never feel
Putting together scenes where I'm the actress
Who believes, like an idiot, in your lies
Here I go again, being the fool who fits herself around your routine
Who waits for you while she cooks for you
Who gets content if she sees you
And also if she doesn't.
And without wanting to
Everything I swore I never would be again
Comes back to me and I repeat it over and over
Pieces of hope I saved up, I break again
And I
Wanting not to trust my intuition
Searching in your eyes for some bit of love
How cruel is the void in your pupils.
Cardboard
Is what I hear if your heart beats
Your soul protected with Teflon
Your body embraces me with thorns
And here I go again, being the fool who fits herself around your routine
Who waits for you while she cooks for you
Who gets content if she sees you
And also if she doesn't.
And without wanting to
Everything I swore I never would be again
Comes back to me and I repeat it over and over
Pieces of hope I saved up, I break again
Here I go again being the fool
Here I go again being the fool
Here I go again being the fool
And here I go again, being the fool who fits herself around your routine
Who waits for you while she cooks for you
Who gets content if she sees you
And also if she doesn't.
And without wanting to
Everything I swore I never would be again
Comes back to me and I repeat it over and over
Pieces of hope I saved up, I break again
(And here I go again)
Here I go again being the fool
Here I go again being the fool
Here I go again being the fool