I would like to blow you off
with my unnecessary problems
that are here, in the lobby
of the mind, making any obstacles
to my quiet survival
Give me the time to decide
if it's better have your arms
your face against my chest
and alone walking
do as you were not here
and throw some love away
pretending not to care
As if
this summer with you
my summer with you
it feels like not matter anymore, it would not be enough more
it would not return any more
my summer with you
my life with you
it never was, never
existed and never lived
Those rides by car
for impassable paths
the uncontrollable laughter
and endless silences
they made me free
Like when under the trees
we came to love us
and the senses were touched
and thoughts vanished
All the things I felt
I can not deny them
No, do not try to convince me
As if
this summer with you
my life with you
did not even matter
it never was,
never existed
and never lived