I carry anguish sleeping with me, the witness went away
My memory and hands are bloody, but I am clean
You could have been suffering your whole life, your whole life
You had so many things planned, it was your house, it was mine
And the earth covering the package
And your sentences floating in the air
I see your red foreign eyes
They cry tears I don't have anymore
Nothing wanted to be the way we wanted it
Thousands of hugs we didn't give each other
Nothing of this is what I was expecting
Damned risk, it hit us in the face
We bit, we walked all over it, we pulled at the rope
And nothing happened
I regret not having seen you so much
Standing one day on the thinnest part
And the earth covering the package
And your sentences floating in the air
I see your red foreign eyes
They cry tears I don't have anymore
Nothing wanted to be the way we wanted it
Thousands of hugs we didn't give each other
Nothing of this is what I was expecting
Damned risk, it hit us in the face