I'm not afraid to say that i betrayed you
only because I'm lazy and melancholic
that between you and the devil
I chose the most comfortable
but all of that
is not why
I feel guilty
my dear friend
I'm not afraid to say that you afraid me
with your hope and your sens of honor
you make me want to destruct all
to make you stop smiling
and even that
is not why
I feel guilty
and it's the worse
I feel guilty
because I'm used to
it's the only thing I can do
and be sure of it
It comforts me to think
that I'm sure to be right
when it's about my guiltiness
I'm not afraid
to say that I cheated
I sold my purest thoughts
I want to give up
All this idea of "truth"
I'll keep to guide me
pleasure and guiltiness.