Längst verloren [English translation]

I'm playing roulette with my heart

I bet on red but it comes black

I set myself a thousand new goals

of which I never reach one

and everything just hurts

like my life was out of paper

I've lost you long ago

in my mirror image

I see too much of you

everyday

I've lost you long ago

in my mirror image

my eyes are not from me

everyday is only yours

only yours

I see all your mistakes in me now

what I hated in the past

I am missing now in you

I put your things into the cupboard

I take your pictures off the wall

I erase you from my memory

like I never knew you

I disrupted our diary

and won't miss anything of it

I threw it away and burned it

and now I'm starting over