My illusions overlook the courtyard
My horizons are pretty limited
When I’ve worked all day long
There’s nothing left for me to dream about
But the horrible flowers of my room
My illusions overlook the courtyard
I’ve put my love affairs behind me
The little chicks, to touch them
First you have to cough up some cash
Otherwise they’re as cold as December
When evening falls I come home from the site
After a thousand stresses and with my body worn-out
I have a downcast look and disgusting hands
Bas enough to make the beauties grimace
Sure there are the hookers on the way back
The ones who chew gum while making love
But what would I find in their battered bodies
Apart from indifference and melancholy
In my old wall coloured rags
I play scarecrows
But my god in my soul
That flame burned all the same
Where my loves lit up
And my brief engagements
Where my loves were consumed
Like so many straw fires 1
Today I make my solitary way
All my ambitions have cleared off
I let myself be invaded by the nettles
By the brambles of this bitch of a life
My illusions overlook the courtyard
But in the suburban bars
I have tabs of dreams
And the sense of irony
I let myself go to the tenderness
I forget my room in the back of the courtyard
The suburban train at the crack of dawn
And in the alcoholic vapours
I see my Spanish castles
My stud farms and my duchesses
To me the little chicks the pretty dolls
Let the little mice come to me
I blow all I want at baccarat
I rub shoulders with maharajas
To me the south American nightclubs
Where once dances with an empty head and full hands
To me the cuties with looks that capsize
That need to be shaken before serving
In my dogtooth, in my Prince-of-Wales check
Calmly I wet my whistle
And my god in my soul
Now I feel that flame again
Where my loves lit up
And my brief engagements
Where my loves were consumed
Like so many straw fires
And when the bars have extinguished their neon lights
When there are no more watering holes in sight
So I let myself be soothed by the calvados
And the god of drunkards guides my steps
And the god of drunkards guides my steps
1. the English equivalent would usually be ‘a flash in the pan’ but that loses the sense of being rapidly consumed in a fire