a day that wasn't so long, something I can't see again after deciding with difficulty to forget. hm.
although I looked back, pretending like nothing was wrong - when I think about it again it's a bit sad...
but what should I know. what can I do. I'm not sad, just bitter. well, it's ok.
After staring at it for the whole day, I turn off the phone that never rang, and the sad song that I haven't listened to in a long time is ..(it's ok)
when a day like this comes, will I be able to be comfortable then? Will it come while I'm still alive. For once.
but what should I know. what should I believe. it feels like I'm gonna die but I just want to live, well. I'm ok.