Yeah, I should be reasonable, yeah
be an adult but I'm not
Forgiveness it's good
but the assholes like you
do you see something in my hand
oh, don't start crying
like at those days
when you blamed your family
But they were gone
when you teased me
you claimed that I'm nothing
without you
do you see this knife
I've sharpened it
why did you do it
shut me down
refrain:
There's still little time
a little eternity
Say it out loud, baby
That I'm not lousy
I'm not lousy
When an asshole dies
new one is born
I wanna hear it from you
that I'm not lousy
I'm not lousy
Us, everyone just stares, us
someone plays with his phone
do you still feel shame, pity
about the things that I do
I was sure it gets better
things will clear out with talking
and I talked much and more
you blamed your father
But he was gone
when you teased me
you claimed that I'm nothing
without you
do you see this knife
I've sharpened it
why did you do it
shut me down
refrain
The shout rises somewhere behind me
they put my hand together
the bonnet is cold to lie on
I see you leaving with your head up
refrain
refrain