It's said and done, there is no turning back
I've made my choice, now I gotta face the facts
Within myself, the hunger won't be subdued
Because I can't have my cake and eat it too
[Refrain:]
I'm worn down from fighting with myself
I'll save my life and lose my mental health, yeah
I'm wigging out, everything is turning round
A bitter taste, no comfort can be found.
An emptiness wells inside of me
There's no filling the void that will always be
A self-control is all I have to hold
It's been too long, maybe I have been too bold
When you're bound by your own conviction
Discipline can be your addiction. yeah
[Refrain:]
I'm worn down from fighting with myself
I'll save my life and lose my mental health, yeah
I've gone this far so I'll keep trying
Continue to fight, hope that I don't end up dying, no