Tell me, how did it go in your opinion
Well, I just woke up in the morning and lied to myself
When we're afraid that the truth isn't enough anyway
You just have to compare your own life with others
It's not enough, you just start to carve for better things
How did it go? Without noticing you're chasing fantasies
When you got it, was it what you wanted
No? Well oh no
Oh they're friends? Can they even be trusted at all?
Even if there's a guardian problem
They aren't talked about, as a solution we drink and smoke
That's how it goes, they take codeine if they need anything
But immediately in a bad situation the part-time friends ran away like rats and
No, I can't discern the real nature of the situation
No matter what I do, the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence
Yeah, and everything good has its end, even though I shouldn't think about that
But nothing feels the same as at the first time
I don't know who even am I
I don't know who even am I
And I'm too tired to think about it
I'd like to just forget for a moment
Every day I'm waiting all the time
When can I drop the weight from my shoulders
And the pressure weighs me down even though it can't be seen
I have a lot of things, always about to choose the hardest lane
I got it even though it would be time to change gear up but it's not working
What are you doing son, do your job
Well that's what I'm doing, don't come to interfere
Or start to complain
I already have enough to think about
I don't know who even am I
I don't know who even am I