Electricity courses through my hands
It’s all or nothing now
I’m holding on ever so tightly
To everything that you’ve left here for me
I can’t be alone anymore
I’m constantly looking for you
And just as the walls remember us
I remember you
How tightly I held you, asking myself
Who am I to make you stay?
You were already leaving, forgetting your key in the lock
But I understand it all mow
As you left all this pain as a souvenir for me
I’m not broken; I just don’t exist
After you, I won’t need anyone else
And I am still living in the memory of our autumn
I erase your phone number
But I already know it by heart
I’m trying to bring myself back to life
But I’m so tired of remembering
Don’t come back, I’m begging you
We’re not friends, not enemies either, but I was the one who asked you to leave
And even as you left, you whispered one last time, “Hug me”
How tightly I held you, asking myself
Who am I to make you stay?
You were already leaving, forgetting your key in the lock
But I understand it all mow
As you left all this pain as a souvenir for me
I’m not broken; I just don’t exist
After you, I won’t need anyone else
And I am still living in the memory of our autumn