I always counted backwards from 200
So you would have time to hide
I counted even if you had done so many things to me
So you could always be the winner
I counted the nights you were late to come home
I had fallen asleep by the time you got home
And if sometimes you didn't come back
I just told myself that you were hiding
Hide so I won't find you
Hide so I won't see you ignoring me
Hide so I will be able to explain,
The reason you left and you won't be coming back
I'll find you...
But if you want, hide....
I counted backwards for years
And one day I got to zero
I lost you so show me some compassion
Since you were supposedly there "forever" and yet you weren't
Hide so I won't find you
Hide so I won't see you ignoring me
Hide so I will be able to explain,
The reason you left and you won't be coming back
I'll find you...