Who knows that, how many times,
I curse your name, in front of everybody,
Like I don't know myself enough.
But you're still here, wandering my blood,
I pretend it's gone, but
Underneath this mask, I'm all bruised...
Ignoring my reason, I indulge you all,
I still write to you,
Not asking anybody, and living as I know,
barely breathing...
Like root of a weed, upon my soul you're knitting,
Like a lead pain, you're moving through my body,
I can't live this life, even by myself,
You won't let me do that, you won't let me survive.
Who knows that, how many times,
I erase your name,
And then I sigh, I'm not well.
But you're still here, wandering my blood,
I pretend it's gone, but
Underneath this mask, I'm all bruised...
Awake I wait, for every Godly day,
I'm still keeping guard,
I'm still checking all the windows,
My eyes still look for you...