When I come home I put on my largest sweater
Denying my right to look at my own body
Covering my eyes with my hands
I turn into a cocoon
And I have never wanted so badly
To put my head between my knees
Hide under the blanket and cry
The urge to leave it all is so strong
But so little power to endure
Lipophrenia* was a part of my life for way too long
I'm falling asleep to Brian Molko's lullabies
I have to be myself
But hide my dark side from everyone
I call the vanity self esteem now
It's such a pity that I can't restart my life
Without silent screams and self-torture
Put my head between my knees
Hide under the blanket and cry
The urge to leave it all is so strong
But so little power to endure
Lipophrenia was a part of my life for way too long
I'm falling asleep to Brian Molko's lullabies
Give me just a chance
Give me a hope
I'm so afraid to accept
The inevitability of loneliness
Give me just a chance
Give me a hope
I'm so afraid to accept
So afraid to accept