Колыбельные Брайана Молко [Kolybel'nye Brayana Molko] [English translation]

When I come home I put on my largest sweater

Denying my right to look at my own body

Covering my eyes with my hands

I turn into a cocoon

And I have never wanted so badly

To put my head between my knees

Hide under the blanket and cry

The urge to leave it all is so strong

But so little power to endure

Lipophrenia* was a part of my life for way too long

I'm falling asleep to Brian Molko's lullabies

I have to be myself

But hide my dark side from everyone

I call the vanity self esteem now

It's such a pity that I can't restart my life

Without silent screams and self-torture

Put my head between my knees

Hide under the blanket and cry

The urge to leave it all is so strong

But so little power to endure

Lipophrenia was a part of my life for way too long

I'm falling asleep to Brian Molko's lullabies

Give me just a chance

Give me a hope

I'm so afraid to accept

The inevitability of loneliness

Give me just a chance

Give me a hope

I'm so afraid to accept

So afraid to accept