I don't fear I tolerate it I know it
But when I look at you, I am a silent girl
I want you to sleep next to me
So you wouldn't get cold ever again
Pain
I have been on the other side of the oceans
What comes to hate, I have seen how other people die
I have seen cancer eating life
I have seen abuse and man hitting woman
I have sat next to it, felt that shit
From your eyes can be seen that you have traveled that road
I leave at 27 like Winehouse
And there won't nothing else left of me other than ashes and longing
Say what you fear, fear what you say
If you say what happens, it happens what you say
And I can't release these ever again to anyone
Although it is almost impossible for me to breath
To be sober, especially this young
It is your choice if it is heaven or hell
But I know it will come upon someday
And everyone who leaves will come against you there
I don't fear I tolerate it I know it
But when I look at you, I am a silent girl
I want you to sleep next to me
So you wouldn't get cold ever again
Pain
I'm scared, and I want to cry
I'm alive, but I want to run away from
My soul, although I respect my own
I look with my own eyes and not with Bible or Koran
I live with my own rules
Between me and my religion won't come anyone, it is real
At least inside my head
You walk years with patches on your eyes so you don't see anything
How life falls under your legs
I wish this fucking nightmare would be just a dream
With me you would be cold never
And you have as long time to live as that clock is ticking
Everything ends someday
I hold on to it so not anything else stays still
And maybe I can tell to somebody about this
This is fear of death
I don't fear I tolerate it I know it
But when I look at you, I am a silent girl
I want you to sleep next to me
So you wouldn't get cold ever again
Pain
Everything ends someday
No, not this at least not this at least
Pain
Everything ends someday
Not even death can keep me still
Everything ends someday
No, not this at least not this at least
Everything ends someday
Not even death can keep me still
I don't fear I tolerate it I know it
But when I look at you, I am a silent girl
I want you to sleep next to me
So you wouldn't get cold ever again 2x
Pain