Kipua [English translation]

I don't fear I tolerate it I know it

But when I look at you, I am a silent girl

I want you to sleep next to me

So you wouldn't get cold ever again

Pain

I have been on the other side of the oceans

What comes to hate, I have seen how other people die

I have seen cancer eating life

I have seen abuse and man hitting woman

I have sat next to it, felt that shit

From your eyes can be seen that you have traveled that road

I leave at 27 like Winehouse

And there won't nothing else left of me other than ashes and longing

Say what you fear, fear what you say

If you say what happens, it happens what you say

And I can't release these ever again to anyone

Although it is almost impossible for me to breath

To be sober, especially this young

It is your choice if it is heaven or hell

But I know it will come upon someday

And everyone who leaves will come against you there

I don't fear I tolerate it I know it

But when I look at you, I am a silent girl

I want you to sleep next to me

So you wouldn't get cold ever again

Pain

I'm scared, and I want to cry

I'm alive, but I want to run away from

My soul, although I respect my own

I look with my own eyes and not with Bible or Koran

I live with my own rules

Between me and my religion won't come anyone, it is real

At least inside my head

You walk years with patches on your eyes so you don't see anything

How life falls under your legs

I wish this fucking nightmare would be just a dream

With me you would be cold never

And you have as long time to live as that clock is ticking

Everything ends someday

I hold on to it so not anything else stays still

And maybe I can tell to somebody about this

This is fear of death

I don't fear I tolerate it I know it

But when I look at you, I am a silent girl

I want you to sleep next to me

So you wouldn't get cold ever again

Pain

Everything ends someday

No, not this at least not this at least

Pain

Everything ends someday

Not even death can keep me still

Everything ends someday

No, not this at least not this at least

Everything ends someday

Not even death can keep me still

I don't fear I tolerate it I know it

But when I look at you, I am a silent girl

I want you to sleep next to me

So you wouldn't get cold ever again 2x

Pain