İkimizin Yerine [English translation]

Instead of us

I loved , I loved very much

I knew the purest of love

I perceive every night the scent of

Your things that you left behind , in that empty house.

I couldn't not reach the phone,

My decision ,was hesitating , undecided about it

I over whelming defeated my self,

Deliberately to

Becuase I'm proud, actually

I'm hopeless

I understand that you gone permanently

In addition ,

The mistake were all my doing

Do not worry , smile, i don't want you to get sad or hurt baby

My sweetheart , my dear ! Don't slow down the growth of your own !

Give me the gift of all sorrows,

I'll cry by my self instead of us.

You know, in fact ,unfair circumstance

You don"t want to admit that you are the one who don't wan't to leave

But from the side of itself the,heart always defends itself

when it get fed up In order to protect itself, it can sacrifice love . USA /new york