They say that men shouldn't cry, I at least have
When my feet get too heavy, I can't get farther when they seem to go backwards
I listen to my friend's advice even though I'm not awake
The woman was a dealer and I was a user
In my paranoia you're only an abuser
I'm not saying you weren't a looker, but I can't fill a hole you've made
I feel so horrible I'm scared, I haven't got the right weapons from anyone
I want to believe in the kindness of people again, 'cause things don't make me smile anymore
I'm paranoid even when I no longer smoke, maybe I've been drinking so much I've become hollow
After that brainstorm I became dumb
Yay I have money, when did it get this empty
Maybe I'm scared to look back because I feel like it always goes like this
Our legos just don't fit on top of each other, they just don't fit on top of each other
Maybe I'm scared to look back
I feel like it always goes like this
Our legos just don't fit on top of each other, why would you even have stayed here like this
Baby can't you already see
A "thank you and sorry" isn't enough
I don't want you to leave or stay
Thank you and sorry
When we shout Ankara, you shout Nikke, thousands are shouting and I try to be tough
Then I'm wondering who the fuck am I, and hey how can one fall so low
I miss that certain one, but she was full of shit
I feel like she never loved me, but my actions weren't healthy either
That's why in your eyes I'm just trash I guess
It's a cliche, but my heart has been ripped apart, but the best songs are made when it hurts the most
I wait for Tuesday when my psychotherapy is, and the day when the right girl waits outside
But you can't find anything if you're forcing it
I've become so blind I would barely see
Even if that someone would drive in front of me, I'm so broken I probably wouldn't even have the courage
Maybe I'm scared to look back because I feel like it always goes like this
Our legos just don't fit on top of each other, they just don't fit on top of each other
Maybe I'm scared to look back
I feel like it always goes like this
Our legos just don't fit on top of each other, why would you even have stayed here like this
Baby can't you already see
A "thank you and sorry" isn't enough
I don't want you to leave or stay
Thank you and sorry
Thank you and sorry