Хочется [Khochet·sya ] [English translation]

I want to write, but I don't want to.

I'm holding one hundred years of solitude in my hands again

What the hell is going on with me? I wish some doctor could tell me

I do not move away from the refrigerator, in the dark it is instead of a lamp.

I feel cheerful without any evident reason; well it's just that I stayed on

my own.

{2x}I cannot fall asleep for the second day and it's even scary to think about

what's going to happen next .

I can't be alone anymore.

Nobody's hassling me and we can sit just in our company of guys.

I have spent the whole day lying and looking at the ceiling,

and I forgot to water your flower again.

Of course we could but everything is just going wrong .

Maybe I should start beating my head at the doorpost

I washed the dishes and cooked soup.

Still, she's my best friend.

(2x)I cannot fall asleep for the second day and it's even scary to think about

what's going to happen next .

I can't be alone anymore.

All right fine, I will wait till it’s the tenth{10th}, and then I will go to the centre of Kurpatov.

I hope he will not let me down...

And what if I leave and she comes.

{2x}I cannot fall asleep for the second day and it's even scary to think about

what's going to happen next .

I can't be alone anymore.