I’m afraid to say what’s in my heart
Lest you become cold1 and obstinate with me
And if I hid 2 my love from you
My eyes would expose3 my longing
Your specter visited me
At my bedside before I loved you
Made me lust for you by association and left me
Busy4 in thought about you
Busy about you
I want to blame him
But I’m afraid
He’ll go and tell that I love you
1. literally ‘get heavy’2. literally humored as in ‘if I humored my heart’ or ‘if I played it off’ 3. literally scandalize4. literally just ‘busy with you’