Kendime Yalan Söyledim [English translation]

I'm in the middle of abandoned city

Grime under my feet, rain above my head

But look, I'm here

Some things are lost before being loved

My body is here but my spirit won't accept it

I've been lying to myself

I'm lonely like I wanted to be

All mirrors are broken

There's someone bleeding inside me

Everything I lived through was my decision, I wanted myself

Now, the voice that wakes me up, doesn't belong to my mum

Some things are lost before being noticed

My body is here but my spirit won't accept it

I've been lying to myself

I'm lonely like I wanted to be

All mirrors are broken

There's someone bleeding inside me

I gave away my sould but not my mystery

Those confessions require courage

It's hard to tell them

It's my only fear