Kendime Yalan Söyledim [English translation]

I'm in the middle of an abandoned city..

Mud below my feet, rain above my head but look, I am still here..

Some things cannot be loved before you lose it..

My body is here but my soul doesn't accept it..

I've lied to myself..

I'm alone because I wanted so..

All mirrors are shattered..

There's someone in blood inside of them..

I've chosen and wanted whatever I lived through..

It's not my mother's sound which wakes me in the morning..

Some things cannot be realised before you lose it..

My body is here but my soul doesn't accept this..

I've lied to myself..

I'm alone because I wanted so..

All mirrors are shattered..

There's someone in blood inside of them..

I've told everything, but secrets..

Confessions like this requires courrage

It's hard to say..

This is my only fear..