I turned into a side ornament in your life,
I mean it would not make a difference if I weren't a part of it.
I could even pretend I died in an accident,
My absence would not leave a gap.
My not calling or asking for you,
My leaving away without even looking at you,
I am sure, those gave you enjoyment.
My inner world turned into scrap,
Did you notice I turned into nothing?
I got consumed by getting rotten and rotten.
I was disgraced,
I messed up, drank, fell down.
I cried for this and that,
I have fallen into pieces.
I forgot how to laugh,
By listening to myself.
I became hypochondriac,
Because of you.