I got away.
I made up thousands of stories
and I've touched another human.
The situation seduced me
and despite the huge distance you felt, you felt everything.
What's the use now?
You thought of me differently, completely differently.
When you were sure about it, it shocked you.
You complained, it felt like a sting.
I told you, I only did it for myself, not against you.
Maybe I was missing something.
Somehow the opportunity arose.
Apparently I said too much,
in the wrong place, at the wrong time.
After all my thoughts, after all your anger,
There's no way forward, no going back
After all those moments accompanied by luck,
the tide is turning now, I don't see a way back.
I wish I was stronger, I feel like I'm failing
I explained it.
I revolted against your control.
But now you think, you don't matter to me anymore.
That wasn't my intention, that wasn't the purpose.
I hurt you, I don't think I'm doing you any good.
After all my thoughts, after all your anger,
There's no way forward, no going back
After all those moments accompanied by luck,
the tide is turning now, I don't see a way back.
Nothing feels easy anymore, we've reached an impasse.