I'm so tired of seeing this in my reflection
Damning it to Hell every day.
Not going out of my house I'm doing the world a favor,
That is clear without any words.
But within me the voices are screaming
Of things I don't know.
But within me a doppelganger is rushing into the world of my tonal.
Don't believe any words if there are more than two people in the room.
Depression is my neighbor, who tries to send me to the afterworld.
This autumn will last forever,
I'm a common one surrounded by the flawless.
Sometimes I just need to be alone
Not to cause you pain.
Forgive me, but I can't explain what is happening to me.
Why am I thinking myself to be worse than others even though I'm not?
Why is my life duller than dye in my hair?
You can't understand these words and their meaning.
Every breath I take creates a reality where everything goes differently
This autumn will last forever,
I'm a common one surrounded by the flawless.
(And remembering every punch in my face
That I met with a smile
Your pity insults me
More than everything in the world)
This autumn will last forever,
I'm a common one surrounded by the flawless.