Kaaoksen keskellä [English translation]

Yesterday, I didn't know you

Now you're on my mind and existing

I didn't even dream that I could already

Feel this way, but at the same time I'm afraid

That I drown after all

Why I'm always doubting and afraid?

Wish I could understand that better

I'm used to, learnt to be alone

Drinking morning coffee in silence

Closing doors

I can't take the idea of pain

And I don't want to miss anyone

Yesterday, everything was clear and simple

Things had their places and an order

Now I stand in the middle of chaos

Why I'm always doubting and afraid?

Wish I could understand that better

I'm used to, learnt to be alone

Drinking morning coffee in silence

Closing doors

Thought, again it flees away

Dream doesn't come

Hunger, what is it?

Time slows down

I'm breathing

In, out, settling down

Complication can be simplified

Routines, thank God they save

I'm breathing but my thoughts are wandering

I'm hanging onto sanity

Afraid about what happens if I let go

I'm used to, learnt to be alone

Tried to shrink the space from feelings

Now I don't control anything