Suddenly, without a warning
When memories come into my head
I laugh for a while then longing flows out again
I tell myself, I won’t call you again
This is only for today
But I open us up again from being tightly closed
That’s all
I loved you, that’s all
I don’t expect anything else
That’s just who you were to me
If only I was a bit more grown up
If only you could lean on me
Would those days have continued?
That’s all
I loved you, that’s all
I don’t expect anything else
That’s just who you were to me
I don’t believe that we’ll go back some day
Because I’m the one who tired you out
Even hoping that makes me sorry
Actually
I have no confidence in anything
I’m afraid of being left alone
Because I’m filled with you, because I’m waiting
That’s all
You were my everything, that’s all
It’s hard to pretend everything’s ok
Because too many memories seep out