June [English translation]

I think I'm breathing

And my fingers I'm breathing in

I swallow and then I spit

I am filled and then I empty myself

Of my age...

I only do myself good

And I only do myself dirt, it's quite normal

I love giving out my blood

And I always give it out, as often as possible...

Why do I give it away so often,

Why do I enjoy the pain it causes me so much?

You see how

Inside...of myself

I feel

No one sees

And notices what's waiting for me

For, Oh, me

I am nothing more than a girl who's fading away

I try and try again, but I can't make it

But don't forget me

I eat and I'm bored

Of my life, I anorexiate1

If I drink this poison,

Who knows if I'll grow taller/older

At night,

I don't dream at all anymore

I feel that I'm desecrating myself

Oh, my soul...

Mama, I'm afraid of everything I hold inside of me

Oh, mama, why am I so afraid of everything beginning

And of everything sickening me ?

You see how

Inside...of myself

I feel

No one sees

And notices what's waiting for me

For, Oh, me

I am nothing more than a girl who's fading away

I am nothing more than a girl who's fading away

But I'm disappearing

1. I know it's not a word.