Journal Perso [English translation]

[Intro]

*Cough*

Page one, chapter one

Verse motherfucking one

I'm not sure I'm cut out to live on the average

Fuck those who need alcohol to bark (Huh)

I confess I'm interested in people in my toilets

I confess to not listening to you, I've been faking parties

Send the masses, that we forget everything we screwed up

Let's work out our plans on that blonde we need to break

One day in a church, my face will be in watercolour

Meanwhile I hate you, V-A-L-D, fucking bastards

[Verse 1]

Okay, my mom's starting to smell the smell of weed in my sheets

My girlfriend's wondering if she's not the one I'm aiming for in my tracks

I spent my morning pissing flames

To pay for a doctor, convinced that I've been fucking homeless girls

And piled up, my classes are watching and choking me

Obsessed, I'm marrying my bed so well, I keep scratching my balls

And making phone calls to nobody, I don't like talking for nothing

have to find another English diskette than "I missed my train"

Today it was lethal, a little bit like every day

A comment on all the butts and like a "steh" on all mouths

An air torrent in my skull when my actual ex, future ex, future murder, call me, VAL!

I spent a terrific meal contradicting my father

Who doesn't listen to me because he used to do the same thing

I wasted my time watching MC's videos that split up

In front of big porn videos where actresses were struggling

It's amazing how alcohol can change all my feelings

My engraved grudge turns into a gentle misunderstanding

Oh finally nah, I don't want to be a good person anymore

Operating with these people inevitably hypocritical by being so kind

And too bad as long as I'm true to myself if I become paranoid

Today I ran into a couple who were on a dose of it

And I don't give a fuck to get my ass fucked by the Republicans or the Democrates

I'd rathersimulate, love, shoot at nicely

"Da-darling, the distance made me realize!

Here we're having a party, I'm being chatted up by all these gentlemen

And then together we didn't do anynothing but fuck at your home

Besides I'm sure you didn't love me, I don't want that life anymore! "

But fuck fucking fuck,I'm sick of all those homeless girls crying

In the subway for my money like those sniveling MC's (Oooh)

It's legitimate to boycott with your shitty texts

Stop crying like bitches, you fucking penis heads! (Fucking penis heads)

[Transition]

I really have to stop

I'm talking to a notebook and I don't even have weed

I got two warning messages, it's so fucking awesome

I swept the asses of the joints of the night before

I wonder if it's okay to jerk off under Jack Daniel' s

Unhealthy jokes in my skull, is it everywhere the same ?

I have to fall asleep before an asshole calls me

[Couplet 2]

I'm in a terrible mood, I just got back from the bank

I forgot I had bought so much shit, it's serious

And I took the night off as an eight with my basic lazyness

I caught up on my sleep during the math test

And I have the IQ of my cat, my nights stink weed

Right in the prime of life, in a crazy family

I ran into my ex-girlfriend who'd changed a little bit

I'm lying to myself, she looked like a tire

But-but fuck it, you'll always be my little Eva Angelina

In general, I'm usually embarrassed by dramas, or just useless

I'm not a fucking social worker, you don't age well, you don't perish

Because you have to live then you do it without inheritance

And guess what? As soon as I come in, I see them drooling in front of the plasma

Swallowing the shit proposed by these great bastards

I hear it's not safe to live in Aulnay without bulletproofing

I hear I think about her all the time and don't talk to her about it

[Outro]

People who seemed like everything to me now represent so little

My life's not as hard as what I got in my underwear.

Yeah, that's a good guess, right, it was good, frankly

I'd have to send her a message, but I don't know, I'm afraid to uuuuh... I'm afraid to bother her a little bit

Sometimes she asks me to express myself, I ... I tell her that I only know to rhyme, there's ... There's nothing to do, forget it

I open myself up to nobody, I'm hurting (Yeah)

In fact, only this notebook can have a vague idea of what I can be (Yeah), a vague idea

Good thing it's there (I wonder what I'd do without it), yeah fortunately you're here

Probably I'd explode, (Hin) or I'd spend my time jerking off (Yeah)

Good thing you're here!