Josh A - Rust

[Chorus: Josh A]

I’ve been tryna find

Searching for my peace of mind

Going every night

I’ve been running every time

Think I’m 'bout to go insane

Think my mind gone MIA

And I can’t wait for the day

Thinking about it, nah, I don’t rest

I’ve been tryna find

Searching for my peace of mind

Going every night

I’ve been running every time

Think I’m 'bout to go insane

Think my mind gone MIA

And I can’t wait for the day

Thinking about it, nah, I don’t rest

[Verse 1: Josh A]

Faking music is the only way right out of poverty

Think I finally made it I feel like I won the lottery

Swear this game is too damn rigged, been clogged up like some arteries

Got too many people in my way that wanna slaughter me

Fuck a motive, going in cause they don’t understand my pain, uh

Fuck a motive, going in cause music's my only end game, uh

Got no plans I swear that I’mma do this til I die

If the music went away I’d probably commit suicide

So suck a dick -- suck a dick if you don’t fuck with me

I don’t put in all this work for you specifically

I make hits for sad kids, I make hits for freaks

Why the fuck you wasting time when you don’t have to be

[Chorus: Josh A]

I’ve been tryna find

Searching for my peace of mind

Going every night

I’ve been running every time

Think I’m 'bout to go insane

Think my mind gone MIA

And I can’t wait for the day

Thinking about it, nah, I don’t rest

I’ve been tryna find

Searching for my peace of mind

Going every night

I’ve been running every time

Think I’m 'bout to go insane

Think my mind gone MIA

And I can’t wait for the day

Thinking about it, nah, I don’t rest

[Verse 2: Jake Hill]

Sometimes I feel light cause it's real life

Sometimes I just don't feel right

Two pistols keep em real close

Feel like I'm burning real slow

My mind at rest, sick of being like this

No time to stress I'm blind at best

To the world outside I stay locked up

No patience I don't give a fuck

Fuck everybody, fuck them

I said them motherfuckers ain't shit just leave 'em dead

I keep my distance in my vision is hatred

I don't know why I ended up this way

I'm losing patience

I'm losing faith in the human race

This ruined place

Eradicate this ravage population

[Bridge: Josh A]

In the night thoughts running through my mind

In the night thoughts running through my mind

In the night thoughts running through my mind

In the night thoughts running through my mind

[Chorus: Josh A]

I’ve been tryna find

Searching for my peace of mind

Going every night

I’ve been running every time

Think I’m 'bout to go insane

Think my mind gone MIA

And I can’t wait for the day

Thinking 'bout it, nah, I don’t rest

I’ve been tryna find

Searching for my peace of mind

Going every night

I’ve been running every time

Think I’m 'bout to go insane

Think my mind gone MIA

And I can’t wait for the day

Thinking 'bout it, nah, I don’t rest

[Outro: Josh A]

Uh, late nights spooky so I keep a roof over my head

Uh, late nights Grim Reaper callin' I struggle with death

Uh, I don't wanna go back I don't wanna go back, go back, go back

Yeah, I don't wanna go back I don't wanna go back, go back, go back

Yeah, they ain't fucking with me nah -- nah, they ain't fucking with me

Yuh, they ain't fucking with me nah -- nah, they ain't fucking with me nah