All these thoughts of suicide
They keep me up like every night
Enemy of my enemy
You know I'm always down to ride
I’m always bumpin' SESH
One day that's my set
Then it’s fuck the rest
So lay me down to rest
I don't really care where my mind's gone now
Taking time these days, all the time I know
Could've been young today
But I made songs all day
Wish I could change my ways
Don't think I'll ever change
Wish I was understood
I'm so misunderstood
Talking shit on me
I'll hit you up, what’s good
I don’t wanna live today
I don't think that will ever change
I’m so sick of everything
But I don't numb the pain
Cause I'm fine
I'm alright
They said he was a youngblood, couldn't take the pressure
Grab the pistol put it to his head, it's to depression
Then the gun jammed, and he thought about his actions
One more chance at life that's what he wanted, that's what happened
So don't throw it away, I can see it in your face
You're a little like myself, we've been going through this hell
You think no one understands you, I really think that I do
Just give me your hand, I'm struggling right beside you