My head feels heavy in the morning
I sneak out, don't want to wake you up
You have time to stay and rest
A day off
Instant coffee doesn't help at all
Even after three cups I'm still tired
I take a shower
Brush my teeth
And don't do my make up
Early morning, the market is busy already
The elderly await, does
The door of the local bank ever open
They're in a hurry
I'm the last one at work
I should change to a night shift
I change into my work clothes
I'm cheery
There are already too many of these days
Every cell in me screams
If you hit once more, I'll kill you
And strike you with something you've beaten me with
I step off the path to heaven, to some place dark
I'm taken where you don't even need your name
Everyone says in a pitying tone:
It's my own fault that I stay in something in like this
But I don't even know anymore
Whom I'm afraid of
I'm not a woman, I'm nothing at all
A tortured animal in its cage
Refrain
Would you be good to me if I was nicer
I take a shower with the lights on
You won't yell ever again
If you hit once more, I'll kill you
And strike you with something you've beaten me with
I step off the path to heaven, to some place dark
I'm taken where you don't even need your name
But I love everything about him
I would've wanted to sleep beside him till oblivion
He was beautiful