So heavy is^ my heart
So dim the time
And never enough
It pulls me far into the maelstrom
Melancholy, pain, and joy
I can barely see the sky any more,
The blue of May
Thus this wild pang overcomes me
Now, with desire and horror
Now and formerly, now and formerly
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My pounding heart,
I throw it away,
Just in order^ to rest
And tossed and turned over desire, success,
Pain, knowledge, mountainous burdens
If it torments itself and compresses and constricts
In wild moments
There it hurls, flaming and scorched,
Upwards, what it has^ bound
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Oh, peace, stranger of my time
I greet you
From the mute loneliness
Where I repent my life
From my life's fountain-spring
In holy floods
I look at you and quietly let
My watching* heart bleed out
Bleed out
Bleed out
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