[Part 1]
I believed I had burried it deep down
I believed the pain which nearly let me die would never hurt me again
I believed I was finally healed
But I touch the scars just when I write for you
It hurts, the memory
You took me for what I am, back then I always wanted us to remain young forever
Without sorrows, a lot of fun and laughter
Had pot and made out, you were like a buddy, dear
Remember we were like pot and lit
Your mother said "Never meet with a moslem"
Is it my fault that your mother hates me right away
Because my tattoo does not fit into the family picture
Unfortunately was in the way of this luck much too often
She destroyed it, look how I mend the pieces
I went aggressive, I started freak out
You accepted it and I took it out on you
Tell me why did you never open your mouth
I was simply young, I was stupid, I gave sh*t
Oh how much I'd like to turn back time
And take a little piece of my happiness
[Hook]
Do you see how I broke from within
Do you feel this pain, it hurts
And I will never understand it
Tell me how could I let you go
It's hard for me to eat something
How could I make such a mistake
Do you see how I break from within
Do you see my pain now?
It hurts
D*mn, I will never forgive myself
How could I let you go
It's hard for me to sleep normally
How could I make such a mistake
[Part 2]
Yesterday I really broke down
I realized how much I am missing you and I, this idiot, threw away the last photos
I'm not worth it I have destroyed too much
I heard you have a boyfriend, my heart will never belong to you again
It's a pain in the heart, I swear I'll kill him
You died, you only live in the memory
I only hope that I will never see the two of you together
Tell me, haven't I bleeded enough, I stop to beg you
I stop asking if you forgive me again
I will never again ask "Jenny, do you have time today"
It's a vicious circle, I do not deserve this
Tell me why do you do this, haven't I loved you
I know your mother really hates people like me
That's why you forget me at the flick of a switch
And that hurts a lot, no matter how gay this sounds
It's not much but there's something good in me
Did you forget what I already did
Yes what I already did, where I brought you
You think I fight for you, now I end it
Lots of love, my dear, and think of me
[Hook]
Do you see how I broke from within
Do you feel this pain, it hurts
And I will never understand it
Tell me how could I let you go
It's hard for me to eat something
How could I make such a mistake
Do you see how I break from within
Do you see my pain now?
It hurts
D*mn, I will never forgive myself
How could I let you go
It's hard for me to sleep normally
How could I make such a mistake