I would like to get to know her
Find out what she is like
Does she have a good figure?
Is she pretty? I would like...
Oh, I would like to see her
To watch her for a long time
To learn her story,
Her background and her past
Maybe this curiosity
Is strange
- To finally see and accept it
And to stop imagining
I would like to understand
Even if it ruins me
Because she knew how to steal you
Because she has taken my place
I already know her perfume
And her handwriting
This sweetly written note
That lies forgotten in our car
I also want to see the hotel
Whether you put the price
Whether the room was beautiful
And whether the bed was big
Maybe it isn't normal
It's crazy, but it tempts me
This desire to suffer
To the limit, to death
I would like to know everything
And her age and her skin
Everything that's different from us
And what's similar, it's pathetic
And to surprise you when you're with her
When you're funny, when you're sweet
To hear you make your promises
And when you tell her about us
I want to see you again
To watch you in the mirror
And when you kiss her
To see your hips move matador-style
I want your body close to hers
All those forgotten gestures
To find you once again
Just the way I'd always loved you
In this cold, in these ashes
I would like to stay here
And just see and understand
Everything I am not
Hmm... everything I am not
Everything I am not