Je suis malade [English translation]

I no longer dream. I no longer smoke

I do not even have lies any longer.

Without you, I am dirty.

Without you, I am ugly.

I like an orphan in a orphanage.

I longer have the wish to live my life.

My life ends when you leave.

I no longer have a life and even my bed

becomes an empty station

when you leave.

I am suffering

Completely suffering

Like when my mother used to go out at night

and she would leave me alone with my despair.

I am suffering absolutely suffering

Never knowing when you will return

Never knowing to where you set out again

And it will soon be two years

that you do not care.

Like a rock

Like a sin

I am hooked on you

I am tired I am exhausted

of pretending to happy they are there

I drink every night

But all whiskey

for me has the same taste

and all the boats carry your signal

I no longer know where to go you are everywhere

I am suffering

completely suffering

you closed me off to all my songs

you emptied me of all my words

Yet I had talent before your skin

This love kills me

If this continues I will die alone by myself

Next to my radio like an ignorant child

listening to my own voice that sings

I am suffering

Completely suffering

Like when my mother used to go out at night

Leaving me alone with my despair

I am suffering

That's right I am suffering

you closed me off to all my songs

you emptied me of all my words

and I have a suffering heart

surround by barricades

I hear you. I am suffering