I no longer dream, I no longer smoke
I no longer have a history
I am dirty without you
I am ugly without you
I'm like an orphan in a dormitory
I no longer have the will to live my life
My life ceases when you leave
I no longer have a life, and even my bed
Becomes a train platform
When you leave
I am sick
Completely sick
Like when my mom would go out in the evenings
Leaving me alone with my despair
I am sick
Perfectly sick
You arrive, one never knows when
You leave again, one never knows where to
And it has been almost two years
Since you've stopped caring
Like a rock
Like a sin
I'm hung up on you
I'm tired, I'm exhausted
Of hiding behind a mask of happiness when they're around
I drink every night
But all the whiskies
Taste the same to me
And all the boats wave your flag
I don't know where to go anymore; you're everywhere
I am sick
Completely sick
Like when my mom would go out in the evenings,
Leaving me alone with my despair
I am sick
Perfectly sick
You have deprived me of all my songs
You have drained me of all my words
I had talent before you got under my skin
This love is killing me
If it goes on any longer, I'll burst apart
By my radio like an idiot kid
To the sound of my own voice singing:
I am sick
Completely sick
Like when my mom would go out in the evenings
Leaving me alone with my despair
I am sick
That's right--I'm sick
You've deprived me of all my songs
You've drained me of all my words
And my heart is completely sick too
Surrounded by barricades
You hear? I'm sick