I act like everything is normal
But behind my smile, my face
I'm hurting
And I doubt endlessly, I neglect myself, I hate myself
I have to test myself, I'm willing to risk what little of me remains
I will break my thoughts
To torture my soul, I will use
My hatred as a weapon
I want to try everything
I lack space, I want to change everything
Shake up my life to breathe better
Release my rage
I get lost, I get lost, I get lost, I hurt myself
I want to try everything
I lack fresh air, I want to change everything
Shake up my heart to let it speak
Free my screams
I get lost, I get lost, I get lost, I hurt myself
I face my doubts, my errors,
But I see, I see that there's nobody left that I can believe in
I don't want you to help me, to love me
I feel nothing in myself
You can leave me, I already risked everything
I've nothing left to lose
I broke who I was to bleed my tears
I made from my pain a new weapon
I want to try everything
I lack space, I want to change everything
Shake up my life to breathe better
Release my rage
I get lost, I get lost, I get lost, I hurt myself
I want to try everything
I lack fresh air, I want to change everything
Shake up my heart to let it speak
Free my screams
I get lost, I get lost, I get lost, I hurt myself
I act like everything is normal
But behind my smile, my face
I'm hurting, I lied
I'd like somebody to help me, someone to hold my hand
Even though I'm already far away
I want to try everything
I lack space, I want to change everything
Shake up my life to breathe better
Release my rage
I get lost, I get lost, I get lost, I hurt myself
I want to try everything
I lack fresh air, I want to change everything
Shake up my heart to let it speak
Free my screams
I get lost, I get lost, I get lost, I hurt myself
I want to try everything
I lack space, I want to change everything
Shake up my life to breathe better
Release my rage
I get lost, I get lost, I get lost, I hurt myself
I want to try everything
I lack fresh air, I want to change everything
Shake up my heart to let it speak
Free my screams
I get lost, I get lost, I get lost, I hurt myself