Where the letter "K" in the notebook,
Cross out my name there tonight
Put a cross and at this cross
A silence sign, sprinkle it with ash
If the God exists
Hundred winters but none summer
And sometimes a crumb from your table
I was waiting painfully for this
Changed to a little ashes' handfull
If the God exists
And when you go away,
when you die,
If you aren't here tonight
Suddenly two women wake up.
One is your mother-
She will shed a flood of tears
Another is me
I will curse your name
And then laugh out loud
Cursing every day
When I by your side,
Didn't say anything,
was standing for hundred years
As your wife
And I'm laughing loudly
Cursing every night
And finally
I will curse myself
For that I loved you
I still see you as an angel
Who is here for a while, then fly away
To whisper me, lying on my pubis
"You have to make kids like cookies"
If the God exists
And when you go away,
when you die,
If you aren't here tonight
Suddenly two women wake up.
One is your mother-
She will shed a flood of tears
Another is me
I will curse your name
And then laugh out loud
Cursing every day
When I by your side,
Didn't say anything,
was standing for hundred years
As your wife
And I'm laughing loudly
Cursing every night
And finally
I will curse myself
For that I loved you