How humiliation remains is a mystery
But it took ten fucking years to forgive
Red eyes are lighting up my world
New growth on my apple tree
I'll spit the lump out from my throat
Wake up in a dream at night
Think the thought out of my head
Always long, never feel
Jealousy, please stop tormenting me
Jealousy, please stop tormenting me
At the bottom of an iceberg, we're with deserts and oceans
You're filling every hole I have
But I have one hole left
With the sick jealousy I have left
You can leave me here
You can leave me for someone better
Maybe can I spit the lump out from my throat
Wake up from the dream at night
Think the thought out of my head
Always long, never feel
Jealousy, please stop tormenting me
Jealousy, please stop tormenting me
The winners are cheaters
The judges are bribed
The thoughts are tilted
The pulse, it becomes wilder
The rain, it loosened up
The dreams are crushed
The perspectives are lost
The mouths are moving faster
I'm saying "Go away from here
What's done is done1
The years pass by
Patience
A load
Forget this as fast as you can"
Jealousy, please stop tormenting me
Jealousy, please stop tormenting me
1. Literal translation of this sentence would be something like "A played card is played", but it's a swedish metaphor of saying "what's done is done"