(Verse 1)
Everything that happens when I sleep
Keeps me awake tonight
Tossing, turning several times and
Just putting out everything else out
Nothing good really can be saved
Just things that are replaceable
My words become predictable
Say something
(Bridge)
You stand in front light
I stand against
You change time zones
I live in a loop
You build everything right
I wake up again
After text
Nothing new since then
(Refrain)
I'm throwing away my life
(Verse 2)
I don't know anyone even though you think I do
Said it looks cold out anyway
Glitter made up, everyone dances
Raining soon confetti in your hair
Zero of the time that I tried to save
Is used to being the one I want to be
Everything I did before I see you do
Say something new (Throwing away my, throwing away my, throwing away my)
(Refrain)
I'm throwing away my life
(Stick)
I don't always have to win
The sun doesn't always have to shine
Until I find something that feels like what I once almost had
Before everyone lied to everyone
Built everything too high but I just want to see it fall
(Refrain)
So I'm throwing away my life
I'm throwing away my life
I'm throwing away my life