я буду ждать [Ja budu ždat’] [English translation]

I don't remember notes and I don't remember the motive.

I lost myself by letting you go.

You bid fairwell and left for good.

It's September and water is running down the glass windows.

I precisely know, that it's all my fault.

I used to spend time with other women, while you were home alone.

And it's only until now that I realise,

how unworthy I am of your tears.

Chorus:

And even if you forget me,

I'll be waiting, I'll be waiting.

Forgive me for not managing to retain our joy.

I'll be waiting, I'll be waiting.

And maybe you'll once again return to me.

I'll be waiting, I'll be waiting.

What a pity that I didn't manage to tell you, while you were walking away,

I'll be waiting, I'll be waiting.

These visions scare me,

as in every girl passing by I see you again.

I don't know how to let go of this painful emotion.

And who would know that I'd be capable of loving to that extent.

I want to share my life with you, and no one but you,

to give warmth to you and to our children.

Forgetting about the past, we go through the years,

as there's only one kind of love, the eternal love.

Chorus.

And sparks spurted right out of the eyes.

The plug-in began to fall and the monitor switched off.

Technology and money are of what service to me in this world?

If there's no love, my eyes were wider open.

Winner as far as my own affairs are concerned, but loser in love.

Yes, I wanted a family, and look at me now.

Sad, alone, as if I'm serving my sentence.

I'm looking at the sky, as if I'm waiting a sign of God.

I figured it all when there was no more love.

I figured it all, but it was as if I was starting from scratch.

As I destroyed everything we built throughout the years,

as I destroyed everything with my own hands.

And I look at them, they look as if they're covered in blood.

And in my reflection I see the portrait of the murderer of love.

And in my life there's no happiness, just grief and nothing but grief.

And I'm sitting waiting like an old man by the seaside.

Chorus.