Jättiläinen [English translation]

I'm just a weather vane of feelings

Spinning suicidally, can't get a hold on anything

Stumbling on crumbs, on my tiny problems

A puny, endless broken rhyme

I didn't ask to be born here

Fingers under the pillow feel like a gun

We are alone here

It demands some coke

To not cry for you being on the upper floor

A caution hanging on my neck: be a man

Find a dead end of the path for both

The world is beautiful but so cruel

I'm feeling so cold but I don't have a home to go to

Still thinking of whom I'm writing these songs to

Where I am, where I go

I'm holding on your collar

Trying to see everything from the shoulders of a giant

My son on my shoulders

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We are crawling here all alone

Freezing wind doesn't sing to us

It sings for those who have left

We are making circles like spinning tops

And when I was thinking what I'm doing

You took my hand

Hey, don't go away

I don't know this life without you

Please stay here

And the day won't end after all

And I can see everything from your shoulders

I'm not a man of the year

More like a living room man, riding a couch in a time capsule

So close to the mirror my nose hits it

My meal in a toilet, my laundry in a bundle

I'm not ashamed of what you see here

But of what I hide, my anti-life

I'm scared that everyone will find I out that I am

The way that I am

I find old shoes when cleaning your wardrobe

I try to grow in them but I'll never catch you

The Earth doesn't stop moving because of tears

So I just walk around with an albatross in my throat

What if you are not asleep but awake under those bodies

The morning sky is like exposed corneas

I'm thinking naively that you are watching after me

Until I wake up sweating from my eternal sleep

Phobia and mania, I guess those are the same

When time circles in a fallen eight forever

Trying to see everything from the shoulders of a giant

My son on my shoulders

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