The reason I'm no longer me
When we had finally embraced our hands
My fingertips were frozen
By the time I became myself
We realised the lie
Since when have I been me?
With the words of two, still being deceiving
Distorted bitterness feels so everlastingly sweet
I no longer needed my heart to be decieved
Choking back my tears, the base of my throat
Since when has it been like the moon cracked in half?
When I glanced behind my own back
The autumn breeze had already passed through
One voice shared between the two of us
Piercing the sea, the diseased moon had clouded
Those words have been remembered by me
How I wanted to despise you
I knew it was a lie, to the point of stubborness
Your very gentle words
I knew they were true, I really hate the fact so
Hey, speak with my voice
What's the meaning of throwing away your umbrella on a rainy day?
Still not cleared up in the morning, I want to drown in it
I wonder if I can't swim whenever it rains
There's not enough sand in this broken hourglass
Flowing for you
Someday I'll tell God himself
That I walked to the end without crying out loud, of course
My voice breaks apart from me, hoarse
Towards me, bends the snow
I'm buried in the quietness
The world covered in snow became dim
I truly wish you would disappear
For doing so, disappearing, we won't forgive you
Your words
Shut up -- I really want to find it alone, so
Hey, tell me what's real
Dark, dark, dark, dark
Even if it's dismembered from me
My voice won't be forgotten
With the flickering flame I became one
And set alight the wintry sky
Now the two, like flowers,
The adorned maiden will continue
While being plucked by love I scream out
I want you to die
Sunk in grief, using the night sky
Even your face
Painfully, everything is submerged in the snow
However, I pushed on your back
I cursed myself, I cursed myself, cursed myself
I disappeared, I disappeared, alone
I wished for myself, I wished for myself, I wished only for me
Only you disappeared; I was all alone