Perhaps it was enough to breathe
just to breathe a little
until I heal every beat of my heart
and stop looking for the right moment to go away (don´t go away)
because this cannot be a habit
a December without you
the one who stays here hopes for the impossible
But no
there isn´t enough time to explain
to ask if I gave you love
I´m here and I would have something to say still (still)
Why do the most important things break into pieces between the teeth
those words we never use
and I dive into my pain to make them come out
to bring them here, one by one
you can feel them, they weigh and stay on us forever
and if you aren´t here, I cannot repeat them
I don´t manage to say them anymore
But no
it´s raining memories
and I would do anything but to admit that it´s too late
how much I wish I could speak again (again)
But no
I don´t have enough time to explain
I also had something to hope for ahead of me
something to finish together with you
Perhaps it is enough for me to breathe
just to breathe a little
maybe it´s too late or maybe not