It's so weird
How it can hit you
When you think that you've forgotten
It returns
I see it on Insta
I look everyday
And it hurts me
It drains me
By the last drop of hope
You won't ever return to me
And somehow, I'd like to fool myself
But it's even better for you to remain where it's best for you
It's better to look at you
I knew since I met you
This precipice is bottomless
But I jumped
She wears the clothes
That I wore sometime
She kisses the fingers
That I kissed
She loves you wonderfully
You, my Cosmos
I hope that you found what you wanted
Something even better in my place
I don't want you anymore
I don't feel you anymore
I don't sing you anymore
And your clothes,
I don't wear them anymore
But I still hold onto them
I don't want to bring you back, I don't want to do again what I can't
I can't hold onto you
You are fire, you're a storm, and a drug, and poison
I can't have you, you're too strong, too much
I knew from the start that it would hurt, and it really hurt