They found her,
her heart still and silent
They chased me with dogs
and asked me "why?"
I have no memories
of that dark night
I had no idea
that I killed her,
waking up screaming
Around me lay
scattered clothes and rings
and next to me my love,
hands firmly fixed
When blood rained down,
when all around us was red,
*a union that had just been blessed
was now dead love
I will never again see heaven
Every night she appears to me,
she was my greatest happiness
All my longings, all my entreaties
cannot make my deed undone
She will never return to me
I lie in cold iron
losing my sanity
Letting the thoughts circle,
chained to the wall
I cannot find an answer
to what I have done
The image I saw with horror
does not wish to disappear